Kwon Mina shares ALARMING posts after failed suicide attempt on New Year’s day: ‘I did my best yesterday and squeezed my neck with a stocking until…’ |
TRIGGER WARNING: This article contains references to suicide.Former AOA member Kwon Mina sparked concern among fans after she posted a series of alarming messages on her social media handle on January 1. Sharing her childhood photo, she penned a lengthy note across eight posts, opening up about her failed suicide attempts, sexual assault, domestic violence and other subjects troubling her mind. According to reports, Kwon Mina shared a brief but distressing message that read, “Goodbye. And I’m sorry,” before deleting the post. She reportedly stated that she was not in a stable mental state and felt wronged by unresolved past incidents.Confessing her pattern of self-harm over the years, she wrote, “At that moment, I just wanted to give up on my dreams, and I firmly said that I won’t do it. I wanted to be organized to do the rest. Looking at them, I started with self-harm and attempted suicide repeatedly. I wanted to reveal some of the situations I’ve gone through social media and the real face of the sister.”
Kwon Mina’s plea for help
“Actually, I’m so broken down. I want to talk more. I want to spill out everything about the situations I’ve been through, what happened, or what I’ve misunderstood. Now, who will listen to me and see?” she asked in the post. In an urgent plea, she went on to reveal that she had attempted suicide on the occasion of New Year’s day. She wrote, “Someone please listen to me.. I’m not looking for attention I just want to tell the truth and why I broke down and drove me crazy I just wanted to tell my story… That’s it. If I had died yesterday, there would be no story of today, but I breathe again and write words that I won’t listen to…”
Kwon Mina reveals past suicide attempts
“I don’t have any wishes, just my heart is frustrated and it’s so hard.. I’m feeling sad.. I also want to live more splendid and splendid.. But I don’t have that passion anymore..” she wrote and claimed, “I’ve been trying to commit suicide since I was 26 and now I’m about to turn 34.”While acknowledging that parts of her experience had been recognised, she expressed anguish that other aspects had not been legally proven, which she said contributed to her ongoing sense of injustice and distress. Sharing her hope for recovery some day, she said, “I think I’ve lived a life full of bad memories and always punished without sin. Now if there’s a heaven, please make some good things happen. No, I’ll be hopeful and hold on to one thing. I’ll recover someday, meet my loved one, get married, and live a normal life.. But now even that hope is gone and I want to disappear too.. You don’t have to save me…”
Kwon Mina on her New Year’s day suicide attempt
While addressing reports on her attempt at taking her life, she detailed the incident, writing, “And what? Suicide Show, New Year’s Surprise? I did my best yesterday and squeezed my neck with a stocking until it was choked and hung my neck. Ah, I was rescued.” The star was reportedly rescued in time and received emergency assistance. The singer uploaded additional posts expressing her frustration over her current state and her pattern of self harm. She wrote, “I uploaded a photo of my neck for a while and then got off. I want to show you more closely. The knife marks on my stomach, my neck and arm, the knife marks on my thigh, the knife marks and the medan marks on my neck… Sort of a joke and funny? Yes, I want to die and I want to live honestly. I feel so pitiful. Meanwhile, I don’t really do what I did on Instagram. I talk about everything. I don’t understand.”“But I wish there was no one to talk to, and there was someone who remembers me even if I’m not doing well. Yes, I know I’m selfish and greedy. Because I’m just pathetic and so frustrated.. I just want to talk about everything by writing it in a diary that only I can see every day.. Yes, after declaring that I will die every time, I have mixed up all the proclamation and the result is a miracle, some were saved in the golden time.. I hate to be found.. So I breathe and live again.”The singer debuted as a member of AOA in 2012 and left the group in 2019. DISCLAIMER:If you or someone you know is struggling with suicidal thoughts, anxiety, depression, or mental illness, please seek professional help immediately from a doctor, mental health expert, or NGO. Helplines are also available.
